Senior thesis...

When I was visiting my dad this summer, he pulled out some work I had given him nearly twenty years ago.  I don't recall if this actual piece was in my senior thesis exhibition at RISD, or if I made it specifically for him.  But I remember the very first one I made.  It was in my apartment on College street that I shared with my roommate Marlene.  I don't recall where the idea came from, but I realized I could make a little dress with a sleeve as big as my pinky, and I really wondered what it would look like.  The first one was a painted block printing paper that I just tore into the sort of right sized shapes. It was pink and I used a dark red thread to put it together.  The little stitches were x shaped that followed the edges of the torn paper.  There was a shoulder seam, side seam, waist and set sleeve.  I had started in Apparel Design, but this was the first garment I had ever enjoyed making.  And so began my Senior Thesis without my even knowing it.  The dresses started to take on character with different added materials.  I used to fold them up around a needle and thread and stick them in my pocket with a little pair of scissors, so I could pull them out and work on them at my work study job, or in the Print building, whenever I had a minute.  I'm happy my dad gave her a good home all these years and that we have had a chance to get reacquainted.  I think she might be the next listing on my Etsy shop....watch for her!f

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accessorized....

William the urban tree man is almost done!  His character was conceived by my friend Colleen, who helped me to write my Minnesota State Arts Board grant application.  I promised to make him in trade for her expertise.  I imagined him as a very skilled mouse, cutting down diseased trees and planting new life.  He has his tool belt for his shovel and ax (the ax is not pictured....still need to add the loop to his belt.)   He wields a chain saw when necessary.  He keeps his headgear close by.  Colleen said he also has a german shepard, but I think I have done enough accessorizing.  I am still futzing with a large shovel trying to get the proportion right.  And he still needs his tail attached.  The whiskers are from my cat Bug; everything else is paper clay covered in sewing pattern paper and painted with acrylic.  I hope she will love him.  Thank you so much Colleen for believing in me and insisting I apply for the grant!

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total impulse buy.....

at Barnes & Noble.  I was there trying to find party favor gifts that a seven year old might actually enjoy and that their parents wouldn't want to throw away immediately.  After I found the Ninja Mad Libs, I was walking to the register and found the paperback "Zen Confidential:  Confessions of a Wayward Monk."  I grabbed it and a review by Leonard Cohen on the back called the author "a punk of a monk."  And with that I took it to the register.

I have let my own sitting practice lapse for far too long.  There are fits and starts, and I remember why it is so necessary, and then life gets in the way.  But life will always get in the way.  That is why sitting helps.  Right inside the cover is a quote by Dogen that gives me hope...."A Zen master's life is one continuous mistake."  I'm no Zen master, and if he can't get it right, why do I have to try so hard?

Art Bash and Paddle8....

Tonight is the fall fundraising event at the Rochester Art Center, titled "ARTBASH 2013: The Silver Factory" in honor of receiving funding from the Andy Warhol Foundation for the Visual Arts.  In addition, the Art Center will be screening Andy Warhol's "Screen Tests" and creating their own black and white film "Rochester Screen Tests."  These are one minute portraits edited together of Rochester community members.  I already did my portrait sitting for the Paddle8 launch, but couldn't talk my boys into participating.  Also at the big bash tonight is all the work that was donated by 28 artists for the Art Center's first national auction.  I am fortunate enough to be included in that group.  Check out the Paddle8 auction and bid if anything strikes you!  I'll be headed out to the party soon.

how we work....

My son was old enough to go to art summer camp this year.  I am not sure who was more excited.  I just found his projects in the craft closet as I was looking for something else; one of which was a bean mosaic on cardboard.  When we were viewing the class work on the last day, there was quite a variety of approaches and styles, and I asked him how he made decisions about his image.  He said, "I just look at it and glue a bean down, then look at it some more and glue some more beans down."  I asked if he had an idea of what he wanted to look like before he started, and he said no, that he just "kind of did it."  It was all I could do not to laugh out loud.  That is exactly the way I work.  It almost always has been.  There hasn't been a sketch for a collage drawing, embroidery or doll in 20 years.  I make it because I want to know what it looks like.  I keep lists of ideas/physical attributes, and then I just start.  Once i have made a decision, that informs the next decision, and so on.  I would probably get myself into a lot less trouble with the work and its installation if I could think things all the way through, but I have yet to change the way I work.  I think that quality of "being there" with the work is important for me.  Apparently it is for my son too.     

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look what I found....

I was poking around in some boxes for work I needed to get quick photographs of, when I rediscovered my "Flower Girl."  I had totally forgotten about her.  I pulled her out and put her on the post for a photograph and realized why she had been tucked away...she can't balance on the post as she is too top heavy.  I need to insert some sort of counterbalance in her pelvis, which means making a hole and filling it with something and then closing her up again.  I wish I knew how to think these things through before I made them, but apparently that is not my learning process.  Luckily, I have a very experienced colleague who is kind enough to offer advice.  Looks like she will be going to school tomorrow!

"Flower Girl" 

"Flower Girl"